December 2010
69 posts
LOL. I can’t wait to get away from this town and all of the little immature fucks that reside here.
Shut up, grow up, and fuck off.
Thank you.
It's funny how you can completely KILL the good...
We're all addicted to something that takes away...
Fat Girls
hullolynn:
I feel like it’s impossible to be beautiful when you’re the size of a house.
I don’t mind me. I like me. Why is it so fucking impossible for me to feel pretty? If I wear my clothes too tight, then I’m worried that my curves will be displayed just a little too much. If I wear baggy clothes, then I’m scared they’ll billow out and make me look bigger. If I wear make-up, I feel like a...
You're the cutest.
I guess I'm not as strong as I thought I was.
Merry fricken' Christmas.
Alone.
Sitting in a room.
Pitch black.
Music playing.
No family.
Silent phone.
Silence.
Dead silence.
And this is supposed to be the happiest time of the year?
I have never felt OK with my body. I have never felt good enough in any aspect of life, even when I was a little girl. I always thought that I was just born that way; that I was born extremely insecure and nothing would be able to change it. But the more I’ve been analyzing my life, the more I have realized how extremely disappointed in myself I am. I have been corrupted, just as many other...
This is honestly the cutest thing I've ever seen!
The media/society has corrupted so many girls'...
“Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player,
That struts and frets his...”
– Macbeth
I'm making a promise
to myself that this vacation will be a fun one.
I MUST do something every day. Every. Single. Day.
I hate it when I get sad out of nowhere. I start...
“I have to believe in a world outside my own mind. I have to believe that my...”
– Memento
I can't pick up the pieces.
Nothing bad has ever happened to me. I mean, of course lots of little things have happened, but nothing extreme enough to ever say that I’ve had a bad or hard life. But for some reason, anxiety takes over my entire life. Every day is a struggle. Every day I am forced to face my anxiety at least once. I have had more anxiety attacks in the past five months than I have in my entire life. They...
I’m going to try not to, but I need to.
Day 12.
If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be?
Hmm..this is so difficult because there are SO many places to choose from!
I’ve always wanted to go to Australia. I honestly have no idea why, I just always though it would be cool to see what they lived like there. Honestly, I’d go ANYWHERE in the world, as long as I had a good companion to travel there with me!
Day 11.
What is your idea of a romantic date?
I don’t have anything specific in mind. But not the typical dinner and a movie thing. Take me somewhere, anywhere. Take me to walk the beach at night if it’s nice out, and we can sit and talk. Or take me somewhere to go for a walk, preferably woodsy.
Literally anything that takes the smallest bit of though impresses me. I don’t need a...
It’s funny, how my brain works.
I’ve realized something.
It’s Sunday morning, and I have to be in work by 1145.
I woke up this morning so upset that I had work..but I’ve realized that’s not why I was upset.
I don’t get upset that I have to go to work, or the fact that I have hours of homework to do when I get home at 745. I get upset that I have to wake up...
I hope I am never like that.
I hope I never have to go through that.
Dahhhhh, stupid alcohol ruins everything!
I love you.
Day 10.
What is one of your favorite quotes?
“Wanting people to listen, you can’t just tap them on the shoulder anymore. You have to hit them with a sledgehammer, and then you’ll notice you’ve got their strict attention.” - Se7en<3
Day 9.
Do you prefer hugs or kisses?
This is tough! I absolutely adore hugs. I think they are the best form of comfort a person can give, but only if they are genuine and complete. No one arm, side hugs…those are totally lame. But hugs make me feel absolutely amazing.
But then again, a kiss can make everything better. If, and only if, it is with the right person. I know when Andrew and I fight...
Please don't go.